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Hold Me Close (Castiel’s Lament)

Hey guys! Betty has star feelings and so I wrote a song about them!

Here is the download link :)

I can’t think of a better way to say goodbye to this blog, to this part of my life, than with this song. 

I feel like a part of me is gone. I feel like it’s never going to come back. I guess this is my way of saying goodbye to Supernatural. Not the song, I mean leaving this blog. I’m moving on.

I can’t even begin to describe what Supernatural has done for me. The people I’ve met through it, grown closer through it. I literally owe having three of the greatest friends I’ve ever had to this show, I owe my new found respect for faith to this show, I owe it so much. 

I’m saddened by the direction it’s taken, I’m saddened that I can no longer appreciate it the way I once did. That I can’t even stand to think of it anymore. That isn’t right, I wish it wasn’t like this. But if you love something enough, when it starts to slip away, it’s going to hurt.

Maybe one day I’ll be able to come back and finish the show, remember it without any pain or sadness. It’ll never be the same, though, it’ll never be the same as it once was. And knowing that will always hurt.

Here’s to one of the most amazing periods of my life. It’s time to move on. 

(Source: whatladybird)